Mon Amour

It takes one moment to change your life, one moment to see it, one moment to ruin it and one moment to set it right. If I was on the verge of damnation, it was your love that saved me. When I was foolish it was love's pragmatism that brought sense. Even though I went over the edge it was your forgiveness that redeemed me. And you were right, my love did fall short. I have tried to look into the eyes of another and find the love that you bear me. Stood at the sidewalks, not knowing that all I had to do was to walk in - unaware that it was you that I was searching for, and that I already had you. I have spent sleepless nights penning down words I wanted to scream out, pierced and slashed through my flesh in the hope that it would hurt you. But the anger was misdirected and may be deliberately so, for unknown to myself I was saving me from a self destructing rampage...
And yet you say that I am your angel. I stand stripped infront of you, humiliated and humbled - the confession of a self condemned soul. Save me darling from this hell I have put myself in, save me.